hardly cant wait for this 11th to come. bbq. wif a bunch of high school frens. aaahh. luv em!
i dreamt of my dear fren ika before. i dreamt of her moving without da wheelchair dat has been controlling her freedom since da tragedy 3 years ago. walking.. precisely. she was smiling. talking. n embracing me wif such luv dat i wont encounter elsewhere.
i still remember wen da news of her gotten into da hospital caught my attention dat nite. i was still in my school waiting for my last spm paper. i was told she had a fever or something. but wen i saw her at da hospital lying on da bed helplessly.. i trembled in silence. how shud i react? seeing her der. i cudnt bear watching.
she was in a deep coma for 2 months. da doc mentioned to us b4 dat in her case usually da patient will get her consciousness back after a year or so. ikha. she is a very strong girl after all.
now ika. still lying on da bed helplessly. need a wheelchair to move around. need to bear a lot of therapies to gain her life back. seeing her trying so hard to endure all da pain inside n outside hurts me a lot. i luv her so much.
life is unfair some might say. comparing 2 how lucky i am right now.. able to stand n talk n eat n do all da things properly. indeed it is unfair to her.
no one can change her position inside my heart n i noe a lot of ppl luv her so much.
she is ika. a girl who will never quit until da end.
someday ika will smile again. i still remember our holiday promise. hopefully we still cn fulfill our dream together bcoz i luv her too much.
xoxoxoxoxoxo
dear ika
aida n ika
